Cephalaspidomorphii

I need a rest from all of these.. seriously. That’s why I’m kinda taking another break.

Hulaan niyo kung nasaan ako: SM North/3rd floor/Netopia/Unit 20

Time: 9pm

Bakit ako andito?: Manood ng bleach

Haay.. di lang magnet ang ginagawa ko rito. I also ate at Jollibee, watched Dead or Alive (not really recommendable) and Maglibot. Took me a lot of effort and money but I think it’s worth it (except for the occassional black outs).

Ang dami kasing nangyari this week. Well, first of all, nanginig ang buong kaluluwa ko dahil sa wierd stuff na nangyayari sa org. I don’t wanna talk about it. But this I’m gonna say… I’d still be in the culminating no matter what.

Next would be the wrath of the super typhoon. It took only the whole morning of thursday for it to knock down a great deal of trees in the campus and God! I never knew it could be this destructive. And with it comes 3-4 days of no light, no water, no entertainment, no power.. No, nothing!!

And last are my two long exams from my two majors (Math and Chem). The good news is that It was postponed. The bad news is that I didn’t know till it was too late. The night before, I stuck 6 candles around me just to have sufficient light for me to study these two subjects. Exhausting!!

.. I hope I forgive myself for taking this break… chow…

What I am going to say might already be old.

‘Know what, whenever I spend time with friends, I always ask myself "ano nanaman kaya ang pwedeng mapagusapan namin ngayon??" … To think of something, I dig ……… dig… and dig into my mind… and "whala! HERE IS  SOMETHING". However, most of the things I think about are quite nonsense (as in it’s not worth talking about talaga) and I throw the idea immediately. Sometimes, I do envy those people who can easily come up with something to talk about.

And so I dig up something again… I can actually think of a lot of things. But, like I said, they’re all nonsense. I have to pick, reject, rethink my ideas until I’m satisfied. (Masyado lang akong nagiisip)

Well, if results turn zero, I shut up. (kaya guys, If you see me being quiet, it’s not that manhid ako or anything, wala lang akong masabi… haha… blanko!)

But shutting up do have its advantages:

1) I can listen very well. Sometimes, I can even connect emotionally with the speaker. It’s a great feeling since I can learn a lot of things from him/her. And with that, I can improve/build up myself.

2) I won’t be able to hurt anyone… or say something that I’d regret. I always tell myself "If you can’t say something nice, then shut up!" Of course, that doesn’t always happen, but I always keep it in mind.

Then I realized that being quiet isn’t really that bad. After all, they’re my friends, they may or may not know how I think( who can know a person completely naman di ba?) However, I can feel that I have a place in their hearts everytime I’m with them.

And its the best place on earth..^^,

So this is how it feels when the whole dormitory has quieted down. It’s not scary at all, unlike what they usually say: ghosts? spirits??.

I’m here typing, using my roommate’s computer along with his internet. I’ve thought about blogging mainly because this… well.. unusual calmness somehow fills my entire thoughts. Not to mention it gives relief to my nerves. ^^,

It’s probably 1am. I’m supposed to sleep. … but this peace is just too great to let it pass without me feeling it.

Everything’s so calm… the only thing you can hear are the mp3’s and electric fans; no shouting, no noisy laughing, no running, no murmurs… just plain melodious peace.

Probably the best peace I’ve encountered yet.. Goodmorning guys.. Peace be with us always…

September is almost over… along with its ending comes two significant events that I should really prepare for: 1) End of classes  and 2) FINALS!

I should really pay a close attention to the latter, especially now that I know I’m flunking my Math54 (well not really…to be precise, I’m slowly making progress). It’s been giving me a hard time since I first stared at my young-beautiful-but-freakishly-giver-of-impossible-to-answer-exams professor. Coffee break’s over for me. Its time to get serious. Other than Math, I also have Chem 26 lec and lab, Bio 11 lec and lab, requirements in my GE’s, CWTS…. I have to say(and I regret to say) that I didn’t really take my subjects seriously (for various unreasonable reasons).

Coffee break’s over… time to stretch my legs, face my table, turn on the lights and hit the books/photocopies/notes. Gosh there’s so many. Can I do this? I know I could but I need to be pushed. God help me with this.. Please.. anyone, push me?! No, I take that back. I can push myself.

Damn Coffee break? It’s the worst thing I developed this sem. I felt like I’ve taken coffee break since the first day of class.but now that it’s over (and I hope I’d realise that it’s over for good), maybe I can stick to my acads 100%.

Coffee break, you’ll be the one I’d make sure to get rid from my data banks before I’d enter my 2nd sem.

I have two weeks to prepare for my finals, fulfill all requirements and visualize… I can do this… or else…

Bakit ngayon ko lang napansin to? Medyo nakakatuwa pero medyo nakakadisappoint din………. gosh

Nung time na bata pa lang ako <as in from preschool to elementary>, my mom used to deprive me from things na sabihin na nating, "technological". As in walang computer, walang cellphone, wala pa nga akong relo eh, walang radio.. and madalang akong manood ng tv… And she was really strict pagdating sa aking mga acads… kurot pag di pa nagagawa ang assignment, palo kung di pa nagaaral  para sa exam… gabundok na scolding mula sa kanya!

Ngayon at nasa college na ako, away from all that, naisip ko na I’m still held, kahit indirectly, ng mga restrictions na yun. Which is great in a way kasi postive ang pagtanggap kosa mga yun.

Recently lang ako naexpose sa mga computer games. Nakakaadik as in. These are the type of Games that can certainly interfere with your studies. But because I developed a somewhat chain to my early childhood, I have this extraordinary affiliation towards my acads…

But.. what I am sad about is that… I think my chain is rusting… slowly disintegrating because of my new type of life. I hope I can find a way to restore it somehow… or else I’ll be in big trouble..

Yes! I’m done with my interview… Culminating na lang ang hadlang! Sa wakas… wahahahahahahahahaha